I guess it is about time I post up a new entry here. Not that I actually think people would read it out of interest or anything, but because my last entry was almost a year ago. Shame on me. I need to become more active on dA again.

Gosh, I remember the days. The days my head was bubbling with inspiration and the will to just sit and draw for hours. I also remember most of my art was created during night time chatting on the dA chat, having fun with people there and so on. But the truth is I was really lonely, and had no where else to turn. Maybe I was so active back then because it was sort of my power of life and will to get up every day. I certainly didn't get up every morning, like I should have.

Those days helped me through a lot though, and so did the people coming to my room and chatting. Like I said; my power of life. Some of you might not know it, but I was pretty damn low there for a bit, and comparing that to now... I'm not lonely anymore. I live with a wonderful boyfriend, , I see my sister and her kids every now and then and I am about to get out of the cleaning job that is tugging me d own and making me so tired, both psychologically and physically. Where I go from there even I do not know yet, but I hope things will continue to go upwards. Maybe my motivation to create art more often will return as well.

Swan.